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s.a.d.
02:25
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i get sad in the summer
it's something bout the way
the sunlight hurts my eyes
and there's no difference in the days
and you feel the same, i know that
you feel the same
and you feel the same, i know that
you feel the same
it's okay if you don't wanna talk
you don't have to say it
we can be on our own, together
it's okay if you just wanna lie here
you don't have to say it
we can be s.a.d together
it's not just as easy
as saying everything's okay
the nights go on and on and it is hard
to face the day
and you feel the same, i know that
you feel the same
and you feel the same, i know that
you feel the same
it's okay if you don't wanna talk
you don't have to say it
we can be on our own, together
it's okay if you just wanna lie here
you don't have to say it
we can be s.a.d together
s.a.d together
and i feel the same, i know i feel like i'm
living in the space between
when one thing ends until the other
and i feel the same, i know i feel like i'm
yelling at the sun, like,
how come you never cheer me up? you know,
you're ‘sposed to do that, you're ‘sposed to do that
you're ‘sposed to do that, you're ‘sposed to do that
it's okay if you don't wanna talk about it
[not talking about it]
it's okay if you just wanna lie here
s.a.d together
s.a.d together
s.a.d together
s.a.d together
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shock value
03:53
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does it feel good? to be one of the “good ones”?
i bet the paycheck’s not bad and you get lots of offers to put yourself down
as a writer, like it says on your website
where you burn the bridge we have, and then for twenty bucks, you sell the ash
when all you got is shock value
what are you worth
if things aren't getting better
at least you can get worse
does it feel good? to play the part of their gay best friend
to a group of people who would happily see me eaten alive?
you give the power, to the lies that would kill us
but you own your own house, you own a dog, why would you give a fuck?
when all you got is shock value
what are you worth
if things aren't getting better
at least you can get worse
if you get to yourself before they do
does it hurt less?
if you get to yourself before they do
does it hurt less?
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pump the brakes
03:13
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i hate you for what you've said
while you hate me for who i am
i can't change my gender
like you assholes say i can
when you write your articles
i wonder if you mean it
you have to know we're suffering
but caring is inconvenient
cause i know people who have died
way before their time
and i'm only twenty three
so i don't think that that is fine
so will you give a shit or
tell us that we shouldn’t swear
like hearing us say rude words
is anything like what we have to bear
the way some of us get comfortable
you call it "mutilation"
but i don’t know where i would be
if not for simple medication
i hate you for who you are
yeah, i think it's in your guts
that you'd rather have blood on your hands
than have us kick up a fuss
cause i know people who have died
way before their time
and i'm only twenty three
and i don’t think that it is right
so will you give a shit or
tell me i should pump the brakes
like me yelling for change
is worse than anything we have to take
i want you to feel guilty
i want you to feel blame
i want you to wake up tomorrow
overcome with shame
i want you to get nauseous
when somebody says your name
for every inch of hurt you cause
i want you to feel the same
i want you to start crying
i want you to hate yourself
i'm not saying that you killed someone
but you didn't fucking help
i want you to break all your limbs
so you know how pain felt
and in your darkest days
i hope you have no-one left
cause i know people who have died
way before their time
and i'm only twenty three
so i don't think that that is fine
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colour me out
03:21
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(i missed out)
but it’s okay cause i’ve been
catching up
(i missed out)
things are better than they were
things are better
(i missed out)
but it’s okay, although you’re,
losing track
(i missed out)
i wonder what you picture
when you think of me
cause it’s so inconvenient
you pretend that nothing’s changed
you just colour me out, like
i’m not a girl, just weird and strained
you haven’t made the difference
in these two years, you think that i’m the same
yeah, like i’m the same
(i missed out)
but it’s okay cause i’ve been
cheering up
(i missed out)
it took a while, but i got there
it took a while
(i missed out)
but it’s okay, i think you
have my back
(i missed out)
i just wonder if you
know your oldest daughter
cause it’s so inconvenient
you pretend that nothing’s changed
you just colour me out, like
i’m not a girl, just weird and strained
you haven’t made the difference
in these two years, you think that i’m the same
yeah, like i’m the same
i feel invisible
you don’t call me what i want
am i so hard to deal with?
then colour me out
yeah, i’ve not been quiet
i get told that i’m too loud
then why are things the same?
just colour me out
i’m not sad, i’m just older
i’m not sad, now i’m older
but you know, you’ve got a new kid?
you know, you got a new kid
i’m not sad, i’m just older
i’m not sad, now i’m older
you have to know, you’ve got a new kid
you gotta know, you’ve got a new kid
i’m not sad, i’m just older
i’m not sad, now i’m older
but you know, you got a new kid?
you know, you’ve got a new kid
not sad, i’m just older
i’m not sad, now i’m older
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no memory
03:26
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i got ink in my eyes
and i'm staring through the frost in a window
and i’m tryna work out what is going on
how do i know where i am
if i don’t know where i’ve been
i been taking some time
and i’m looking at the past like a textbook
and i’m tryna get past all of the gaps
how do i know where i am
if i don’t know where i’ve been
yeah, i'm staring to feel
like i'm missing out
i'm staring to feel
like it can’t come back around
i'm starting to feel
like i'm missing out, like i'm missing out
cause i got no memory
all the pages are blank
other than the ones with the pictures
but i think they’ll fade away
how do i know who i am
if i don’t know who i’ve been
and i never know when
i’m remembering something real
or if i’ve made up everything
how do i know who i am
if i don’t know who i’ve been
yeah, i'm staring to feel
like i'm missing out
i'm staring to feel
like it can’t come back around
i'm starting to feel
like i'm missing out, like i'm missing out
cause i got no memory
i got no memory
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6. |
last week/month/year
02:21
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last week
it was a hard one (understatement)
and i flew back as fast as they let me
and i feel bad that’s
all that i can do
but at least i made it
i can live on no-name streets
or live in cardboard houses
cause what i wanna do is have
a home, with you
on a mountain
or deep under water
cause what i wanna do is have
a home, with you
last month
has been a long one (understatement)
cause i hate boxes full of stuff
cause i know in six weeks they'll be
still full on the floor
i know in six weeks things will be better
i could live on no-name streets
or live in cardboard houses
cause what i wanna do is have
a home, with you
on a mountain
or deep under water
cause what i wanna do is have
a home, with you
last year
has been a weird one (understatement)
so much has changed, and for the better
but i've a lot to get over
and get through
but now i get to move in with you
i can live on no-name streets
or live in cardboard houses
cause what i wanna do is have
a home, with you
on a mountain
or deep under water
cause what i wanna do is have
a home, with you
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